My Angels..

Random pictures of my angels back home.

I love this picture. It shows how happy they are eventhough their mummy is not around.

All Broken

I am so sad..still sadden of a dismissed friend, and a brother. I just realize how precious he was in my life. He was a good male friend, and a good listener. Each time I came across problems, personal or work, he'll be there to listen and gives advice. He is like a small brother to me.

My two closest BFF, Lyn and Ji Madz during our Graduation Day 2004

I lost him through cancer. He died peacefully on 27th December last year. I just miss him alot. We've been friends since diploma, and he was the one who introduce me to my new job in UBD. I owe my life to him. That's what saddens me. I could not repay what he has given me, that is a chance to built my future happily.. Thank you, Ji Madz. I'll treasure all the memories we've shared together. You'll alwayz be missed. May Allah bless your soul, and puts you among the heaven people. AMIN!!

Start Gym-ing

I started to exercise now.It is almost a week of my new regime. I weigh 212 Ibs which is basically 97kgs since my daughter was born [that is June 2006]. My original weight was 75kg so I was overweight before I got married.

This is me, back in Brunei at Hua Ho Tutong. I can't believe I've let myself be like this.

I am even embarass to take photos with my children and husband.

Well, my exercise regime is to do 5 to 6 times a week, 90 minutes of cardio (mix of treadmills, stairs, cycling whichever exercise machine they have in the gym room) and 2 reps of 25 with weighs for my abs, arms and legs..Well, I haven't seen any results yet but I hope it will make a difference before I go back home to Brunei...

My official cards : Entrance card to Uni. facilities plus sport complex.

I made a silly bet with my loving husband [and I know why he's doing it]. The bet was simple. Each kilo I lose, I'll gain $10 BUT if I gain it back, each kilo I gain, I have to pay him $10 back. It's a great motivator since I need BND cash when I go back this November, and I am also having chest pains and also having breathing problems. And I do admit I'm a food addictor plus a smoker.I smoke 3 packs a week since I studied here in Melbourne.GOSH!! That worries me alot. Never had I smoke that much. It shows how stressful I am, and I am not proud of it..One day, I'll give up on it..Not now, I guess.

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Work..Work..more work..

It's really a long,long time not blogging my life here..Being busy with life..NOT!! *lol*...It's a new year n new year means new beginning..n new beginning means lots of work..BORINGggg.. I keep on telling myself that's life.. Life needs to be continuous eventhough there are too many obstacles to go through BUT that's what we call life.. Ok..enough of myself..

First of all, Its not too late to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR n hope this 2009 is a marvelous year for me..AMIN!!N hope that my resolution this year which is basically the same as last year can be overcome..AMIN!!!

Got up early this morning..drank a bottle of water n off I go to work..Ngalih men-drive ke bandar atu but what to do..I have to work for money..Money don't grow on trees. Now, I understand how hard my parents work to get me n my siblings to this stage of life.. Both are educators n both are now retired. Only two of my siblings namely my eldest sister, Joy and I followed their footsteps, n the rest are workg in other fields.BUT still money flows, rite..

I love being a teacher eventhough now I'm stuck here being a tutor, n later a lecturer. Teachers are like philosphers, a colleague of mime told me.. They are creative and innovative in a way but sometimes I do admit that some teachers are not like that. They are more to lazzing around n hope that everythg just turn out rite.. I've friends, teacher friends telling me that some colleagues of theirs in their school have those habits of being ignorance towards their responsibilities, n just hope that life just pass by easily..Hmmm.. We, lecturers don't teach them that way when they are here in ubd. I wonder where they got that sort of habit?

I miss school-life..I miss all the activities done throughout the year.. I miss all the laughters..all the smiles..all the cries..all the complains of the pupils' parents.. I just wish that I could do that once more..maybe a teaching placement for half a year.. Hmmm..that's really a good idea.. I didn't think about that till today..I'll request when I come back from my studies..

Alrite, then.. I'll try my best to blog whenever I can.Too busy to visit my blog because I know nobody wants to read a crappy blog, rite??.. I'll try to update things in my life.. what my children are doing now..what I'm doing now..all sorts of gossips that I know at my workplace.. That's a plus.. *lol*