My Angels..

Random pictures of my angels back home.

I love this picture. It shows how happy they are eventhough their mummy is not around.

All Broken

I am so sad..still sadden of a dismissed friend, and a brother. I just realize how precious he was in my life. He was a good male friend, and a good listener. Each time I came across problems, personal or work, he'll be there to listen and gives advice. He is like a small brother to me.

My two closest BFF, Lyn and Ji Madz during our Graduation Day 2004

I lost him through cancer. He died peacefully on 27th December last year. I just miss him alot. We've been friends since diploma, and he was the one who introduce me to my new job in UBD. I owe my life to him. That's what saddens me. I could not repay what he has given me, that is a chance to built my future happily.. Thank you, Ji Madz. I'll treasure all the memories we've shared together. You'll alwayz be missed. May Allah bless your soul, and puts you among the heaven people. AMIN!!

Start Gym-ing

I started to exercise now.It is almost a week of my new regime. I weigh 212 Ibs which is basically 97kgs since my daughter was born [that is June 2006]. My original weight was 75kg so I was overweight before I got married.

This is me, back in Brunei at Hua Ho Tutong. I can't believe I've let myself be like this.

I am even embarass to take photos with my children and husband.

Well, my exercise regime is to do 5 to 6 times a week, 90 minutes of cardio (mix of treadmills, stairs, cycling whichever exercise machine they have in the gym room) and 2 reps of 25 with weighs for my abs, arms and legs..Well, I haven't seen any results yet but I hope it will make a difference before I go back home to Brunei...

My official cards : Entrance card to Uni. facilities plus sport complex.

I made a silly bet with my loving husband [and I know why he's doing it]. The bet was simple. Each kilo I lose, I'll gain $10 BUT if I gain it back, each kilo I gain, I have to pay him $10 back. It's a great motivator since I need BND cash when I go back this November, and I am also having chest pains and also having breathing problems. And I do admit I'm a food addictor plus a smoker.I smoke 3 packs a week since I studied here in Melbourne.GOSH!! That worries me alot. Never had I smoke that much. It shows how stressful I am, and I am not proud of it..One day, I'll give up on it..Not now, I guess.